WHATEVER I AM

 I AM

AMD I HAVE CXOME HERE TO HELP AS BEST I CAN AND SO

I GIVER TO YE ONES

A MISSION…………….

LOVE ONE ANOTHER

AS GOD LOVES YOU

LOVE ONE ANOTHER

IT MATTERS NOT THE SINS OF THE PASDT

THE TORTURES OF ONE RAVE UPON ANOTHER

WE ARE ALL HERE NOW TOGEHTER AND WE NEED TO ASCEND!

ASND SO WE MUST FORGIVE EACH OTHER

LOVE ONE ANOTHER

FOR THE SAKE OF OUR OWN ASCENSION

WE NEED TO HELP ONE ANOTHER

BE THERE

BE HERE FOR EACH OTHER

AND I KNOW IT’S HARD

I HAD TO MAKE A DECISION

PICK UP THE HOMELESS PERSON OR NOT

ON MY MOST CROWEDE RUN

I PASSED THEM Y

BECAUSE IT WAS MY MOST CROWEDED RUN

THEY WERE IN NO HURRY TO GET ONBOARD

THEY DIDN’T MOVE UNTIL I HAD ALREADY PULLED OFF

BUT I SAW THEN

I PASSED THEM BY

BECAUSE I HAD A BUSA FULL OF PEOPLE AND I KNEW MORE WERE COMING AND I DIDN’T WANT ANY OF THEM  TO HAVE TO DECIDE HOW THEY WOULD FEEL SITTING NEXT TO THE HOMELES

SMELLY PERHAPS BUG RIDDEN PERSON

I’VE ALWAYS GIVEN THEM A RIDE

THAT’S MY JOB

AND I R EMEMBER THEM FROM YEARS PAST

WHEN THEY WERE NOT HOMELESS

SOMEHOW

I KNOW THEM

I REMEMBER THEM

THEY HAD A LIFE

A FAMILY

NOW THEY’;RE ON THE STREETS

AND IT COULD JUIST AS WELL BE ME

DAMMIT

BUT THEY MOVED SO SLOWLY

AND HARDLY RAISED A HAND WHILE I PULLED OFF

AS IF THEY KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING

NOT NOW

LATER

WHEN YOU CAN HAVE A WHOLE ROW TO YOURSELF…….

I DON’T KNOW

I DON’T KNOIW

 I LOVE PEOPLE

I DO MY BEST TO LOVE AS GOD LOVES AND ACCXEPT PEOPLE AS GOD ACCEPTS PEOPLE

THEY ARE ALL GOD

AFTER ALL

AS I AM

AS YOU ARE

AS WE ARE

AS THEY ARE

ANDF STILL AND BUT AND THEN AGAIN

 I KNEW THAT SHE WANTED TO GET ON

I SAW IT IN HER EYS

BUT SHE WAS TOO FAR AWAY

AND NORMALLY I WOULD’VE WAITIED

BUT NOT TODAY

I HAD A FULL HOUSE…….

I TRULY AGONIZE ABOUT THESE THINGS

AS WELL I SHOULD

THE LOVE OF MY FELLOW BEINGS

HUMAN BEINGS OR HUMANOIDS OR OTHERWISE

IT IS ALL GOD ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

AND I HAVE TO ACCEPT AND RECOGNIZE AND RESPECT THAT

EVEN BEYOND MYSELF

BUT AT WAHT COST?

I CANNOT GIVER UP ANY OF MYSELF

MY SOUL

MY DIVINE SPIRIT

MY BEING

FOR THE SAKE OF ANOTHER

I KNOW THAT MANY HAVE DONE SO IN ORDER TO CLAIM FAME AND FORTUNE

I FEEL FOR THEM

I CRY FOR SOME

BECAUSE I LOVE THEIR WORK SO MUCH

THEY ARE MOSTLY ACTORS AND MUSICIANS AND SUCH…..

THE CEO’S AND SUCH CAN….WELL NEVERMIND… THEY HAVE PROBLEMS TOO…..

THEY ARE PEOPLE, TOO……. I GET THAT

WE’RE ALL HERE TO DO WHAT WEE’RE ALL HERE TO DO

AND TO BE

THAT IS A FACT

THE ONE THING MY MENTOR… MY TEACHER

TAUGHT ME

THE ONE STATEMENT THAT HE DRUMMED INTO MY HEAD

‘THERE YOU GO… THINKING THAT YOU’RE DOING SOMETHING..’

M7Y BELOVED FRIEND TAUGHT ME AT LEAST THAT MUCH

GOD HOW I MISS HIM……………………….

HE WAS MY ANCHOR IN A A WORLD OF MAD OCEAN CURRENTS

NOW

ALL I HAVE IS GOD IN MYSELF AND MYSELF IN GOD…

I’M GOOD

BUT IT WAS BETTER WHEN HE WAS THERE TO SHARE THE JOURNEY WITH ME

AND SO

I SAY TO YOUY ALL

WHOMEVER YOU CAN SHARE THE JOURNEY WITH

WHOMEVER YOU CAN WALK

SIDE BY SIDE WITH

ON THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE

ETERNAL AND INFINITE

WHILE YOU ARE BOTH OR ALL

ASCENDING

DO SO

TREASURE EACH OTHER

FOR YOU ARE ALL GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

TOGETHER

I LOVE LOVE

FOR TRULY

GREATER LOVE THAN THIS

NO ONE HAS

THAN THAT HE GIVES UP HIS LIFE FOR THEIR FRIENDS……….

GOD IS MY VERY BEST AND MOST BELOVED FRIEND

WHO IS YOURS?