“You don’t understand.”  He said to me.  “You are already experiencing what you call ‘The Eternal Instance’.”

“Yeah, I get that.”  I replied.  “But the thought of spending an eternity just to arrive back where I came from…. Back where all of this started…. My perfect GODSELF with my perfect personality…Honed after an eternity of living however many lives, ascending and descending….. And then, just to have it all….suddenly just… kinda whoosh in and into my Real Consciousness as an already perfect GOD Being that was lacking nothing but experience…To just have all of that experience suddenly fill me up to overflowing…..WOW…That’s quite a thing to consider…Even from that viewpoint….As best I can consider it from here…..”

But you still have to look at it as something that has already happened…Even while you’re in the middle of experiencing the living of it.”

We were sitting on a park bench on one of the wider, but lower branches of the Treehouse.  This was always a good place for us to talk, PAPA and I.  Christ Michael Aton preferred the bench in the park below, at ground level.  But up here, even as a lower branch, the view was wider than just the horizon that was shown from the hill the park bench sat on.

But I have to remember all of this.  I have to remember the good and the bad and the beautiful and the ugly.  I still have to remember all of the embarrassing and humiliating and shameful moments of any and every life as well as all the good stuff.  I don’t want to forget or erase any of it, mind you… But it still makes it hard sometimes.

I sighed and shifted my body to get more comfortable in the natural bend and crevice in the wood that offered a sort of bucket seat to lounge in with branches to rest your legs upon if desired.  I truly do love this tree….It is my HOME OF HOMES.

I know that you know that there’s more to it than just that.

HE said with a supportive tone.

All the alternative realities of all of your choices also exist.  All the possibilities that you chose and didn’t choose.  All the choices that were made for you and before you.  All the choices that affect you that were made by others, as well.  All of that is the total, sum reality of your being and existences as the personality aspect/proxy of WHAT I AM that You Are.

You have always been on your own, unique personal path of return to your real and perfect GodSelf.

I HAVE CREATED AN ETERNAL AND INFINTE PLACE/SPACE FOR ALL OF WHAT I AM.  THE WHOLE OF ALL OF PERFECTED CREATION EXISTS ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND ALL AND EVERYONE AND EVRYTHING IS PERFECT.  YOU ALL CREATED AS I CREATE.  YOU ALL ARE AS I AM AND ALL AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HAS BEEN AND DONE AND ARE BEING AND DOING SO AND WILL DO AND BE SO….IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE AND INDIVIDUAL WAY, SHAPE, FASHION AND FORM……

ALL THAT YOU ARE DOING AND BEING IS MY WILL.  THOSE THAT CONTINUE UPON THEIR JOURNEY OF RETURN FROM HERE SHALL FIND THEMSELVES HAVING PROGRESSED IN LEAPS AND BOUNDS, EXPONENTIALLY, OVER AND ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL AND ANY OTHER WAY POSSIBLE.  THIS IS WHY YOU HAD TO BE CHOSEN, VETTED, EVALUATED, TESTED AND CHOSEN AGAIN INORDER TO COME HERE AND EXPERIENCE…THIS.

THIS IS ALL ESPECIALLY IMPORAT AND VALUABLE IN THE HERE AND NOW THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING WHEN YOUR WORLD SYSTEM OF THINGS IS ABOUT TO UNDERGOE SUCH A DRAMATIC SHIFT IN, NOT JUST PHYSICAL/MATRIAL CIRCUMSTANCE, BUT ALSO MENTAL/EMOTIONAL CIRCUMSTANCES, AS WELL AS YOUIR, MORE PERTINENT SPIRITUAL CIRCUMSTANCES.

AS YOU SATED IN AN EARLIER POST ON ANOTHER BLOG…..AN ENEMA….SO TO SPEAK.

Sounds messy.  I sighed.

IT HAS BEEN MESSY THE WHOLE TIME.  THIS IS SIMPLY THE END OF IT.  NOTICE THAT THAT ONE, SMALL SPOT THAT EXISTS BEHIND THE FAN IS THE ONE PART OF THE ROOM THAT RECEIVES THE LEAST AMOUNT OF…..FLACK……. I AM THAT FAN.  STAND BEHIND ME OR HIDE BEHIND ME OR COWER IN FEAR, WANTING ONLY MY PROTECTION….BUT BCAKJ ME UP IN THIS.  DEPEND ON ME IN WHATEVER FORM.

BE BESIDE ME AND HELP WITH THAT FLACK DISPERSAL SO THAT THOSE BEHIND YOU MAY SUFFER LESS….. BUT NEVER DEIGN TO STAND IN FRON OF WHAT I AM….THERE IS NOTHING IN FRONT OF WHAT I AM.  I AM THE FAN.  I DISPERSE WHERE I WILL.  YOU SEEK TO DISPERSE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE….THAT WILL END YOU IN FILTH.  TAKE HEED.

RECYCLED THROUGH THE CENTRAL SUN IS THER FULFILLMENT OF YOUR PURPOSE.

YOU, AT LEAST, WILL BE ABLE TO FORGET AND START FRESH AND ANEW.

THIS WAS YOUR SIGNED CONTRACT.  YOU WILL NOT REGRET ANY OF IT.  I PROMISE.

FOR THOSE THAT SEEK THE DARK UNIVERSES AND CONTRACTED TO BE ABD DO SO.  YOU KNEW THE RISKS.  NO AMOUNT OF EVIL HERE WILL GAIN YOU ANY MEASURE OF AUTHORITY THERE.  YOU WILL BE PEONS……And you know why you are called p e o n s.

YOU SIGNED OFF ON IT.  IF YE ONES CHOOSE TO BE RECYCLED, WE WILL ALOW IT.  OTHERWISE……I WILL WATCH YE ONES AND SHOULD YE CHOOSE LIGHT IN SUCH DARKNESS, I SHALL WATCH OVER YOU.

EVENTUALL ALL WILL BE LIGHT/LIFE/LOVE/ONE/ETERNAL/INFINITE

AND THEN YOU WILL ALL DO IT ALL AGAIN AS CREATORS IN YOUR OWN RIGHTS.

IT IS ALREADY DONE

IT IS ALREADY REAL

YOU ARE ALL ALREADY THERE

YOU JUST HAVEN’T EXPERIENCED IT YET.

There was a pause in the conversation which I took to mean that HE was finished speaking about the subject.

I turned my head from the star-filled horizon with the lights of the many fires and houses in the different habitats on the ground and gazed upon they myriad lights that filled his manifest face….

Great.  I replied.  But I still haver to deal with things the way they are in present circumstances of experience of this thing in the here and now that we are all experiencing

And I’m tired and really want and need the whole GCR/RV/NESARA/GESARA thing to kick in.

How long, oh Lord?  Do we get the 10 days of darkness?  Will the dark ones surrender and submit and accept defeat and acquiesce?   How long until we arrest them all and destroy their underground bases and free the children and free ourselves?

STAY AWAKE AND SLEEP NOT

DREAM AND SEE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE

EVEN AS THE CELESTIAL AND CENTRAL SUN RISES OVER ALL OF YOU

AS THE LIGHT OF THAT DAWN BREAKS OVER EARTH SHAN GAIA URANTIA

SO SHALL YE ALL EXPERIENCE THE GREATER REALITY OF

LOVE AND LIGHT AND LIFE ETERNAL AND INFINITE

IN AND WITH AND WITHIN THE ONE THAT I AM

DON’T WORRY ABOUT WHEN

JUST BE READY FOR ANY GIVEN MOMENT

FOR THAT IS WHEN IT WILL COME TO PAST

BE FULLY YOUR SELF

AS GOD

AS I AM

BEING WHAT YOU ARE BEING

DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING

WHICH IS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

BE THAT

DO THAT

ALL THE TIME

NO MATTER WHAT

RISE ABOVE

IN LIGHT

OVER THE DARKNESS OF THE WORLD

BE LIGHT

BE LOVE

FEAR NOT

I AM WITH AND WITHIN YOU

AND ALL AROUND YOU

GROK.

And with that

This conversation ended…….