I decided to answer a daily writing prompt

Daily writing prompt
If you had a time machine and could send just one message to your past self, what would it say?

IT ALL DEPENDS UPON WHAT PHASE OF DEVELOPMENT…AT WHAT AGE…OF MY PAST SELF THAT YOU MEAN. ‘PAST SELF’ COULD INCLUDE ANYTHING FROM BIRTH TO A MOMENT AGO….PLEASE BE MORE SPECIFIC. I NEEDED DIFFERENT ADVICE AT DIFFERENT TIMES…. I MEAN…REALLY….. I COULD GIVE MYSELF A PEP TALK…BUT EVEN THAT COULD MESS EVERYTHING UP…… FROM WHERE I AM NOW…. EVEN IF I WAS DESTITUTE AND DESPAIRING ABOUT MY FATE…..SUCH A THING COULD MAKE IT WORSE….Y’KNOW? YOU GOTTA BE CAREFUL ABOUT SUCH THINGS….

I AM WHAT I AM HERE AND NOW SIMPLY BECAUSE OF MY PAST EXPERIENCE. THIS IS MY LIFE IN AND WITH GOD…FOR BETTTER OR FOR WORSE…FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER…IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH…I AM AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ..GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM…. THE WILL OF THE ONE IS THE WILL OF THE ONE…NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. IF IT IS THE WILL OF THE ONE THAT I REACH SOME PART AND POINT OF MY PAST SELF…THEN SO BE IT….BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT I WISH I COULD CHANGE…BUT CHANGING ANY ONE OF THEM WOULD CHANGE WHERE I AM NOW…WHAT I AM NOW….HOW I AM NOW….and i don’t want that. i’m happy…. i don’t wnat that to change…so i can’t afford to change anything. I WILL LIVE WITH MY REGRETS AND COME TO TERMS WITH THEM…as i already have…[and so….i have come to regret nothing…all is as THE ONE Wills..] AND CELEBRATE ALL THAT I DO NOT REGRET… [including past regrets that are no longer regrets]…AS LESSONS LEARNED…THANK YOU VERY MUCH…. IF ANYTHING…. I WANT A MESSAGE SENT TO ME HERE AND NOW… WITH WHATEVER HELPS THE MOST..WARNINGS OR OTHERWISE….. IF SUCH IS ALLOWED….PROBABLY NOT….I’M SURE THAT MY FUTURE SELF FEELS THE SAME WAY… STILL… IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE THE WINNING JACKPOT NUMBERS…Y’KNOW? AH WELL…. WE’LL SEE WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS IN GOD’S WILL….ALL I WANT TO DO AND LIVE AND BE…IS GOD’S WILL……

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